Have you ever had one of those moments when you realize that you're right where you're meant to be? I had that sudden sensation today at work. You may already know that until I finish grad school, I'm working at a child care center as a teacher. Some days, I come home exhausted and feeling a bit discouraged. I find myself saying, "Kids these days just aren't the same as they used to be when I was a kid..." (Nevermind that I swore to myself before taking the job that I would never say that; I've long since broken that resolution)
Today was a wonderful day, though. Chaotic to be sure, but filled with this pride in my students and a sense of calm in the storm. Through it all - the good days and the not-so-good, I know that I am intensely lucky. I have the incredible honor of watching beautiful children grow up. I've worked at the center for almost two years now. In two years, a lot can happen in a child's life. I've watched children learn how to read, ride a bike, think about others' perspectives, experience their first crush, and calm themselves when they're upset. I never cease to be amazed at what a gift I've been given through this job. I truly think that my children teach me just as much, if not more, than I teach them. They've given me a lot of practice in calming my own anxiety, and they've taught me what it means to love without fear. One of my favorite things to hear is, "Ms. Alex, you're my best friend." I've decided that means so much more to me coming from a six year old than someone my age. You see, a six year old doesn't have a hidden motivation for telling you that, and they often don't know what to expect from a best friend. All they know is that they have a feeling of being loved and cared for, and the best label they know of is "best friend." I'm a proud "best friend" of so many of my precious students, and it's just as special every time I hear it.
My students have helped me realize my primary philosophy in life: we all just need some encouragement. I think the world just needs a hug. Life is tough, no matter who you are. A warm smile and some kind words from someone else have such an impact. As a teacher, I try to lead by example. If I can't use "please" and "thank you" myself, how can I expect my students to learn kindness?
Today, I'm feeling luckier than any Irish leprechaun - what makes you lucky?
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